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Becoming 18+ is a great thing!!!

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Coming back from the memory lane to the secrets of February

I wanted to tell this story because it had a connection to the secrets of February. 

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February is not only a month of the occurrences of surprising event. From 2016 February to 2021 February, my temperament, and my attitude towards anything evolved. I did things that I never thought I would in each February. Of course, it will be a secret though. **laughs hysterically**

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After that night, I had many home sick nights. One time, I cried hard in front of the hostel warden and asked me to go to my home. It was a Saturday and my Vice principal didn’t allow me to go to my home. Later I cried my lungs outs to get the permission from the warden. Surprisingly I didn’t cry after that incident. I started enjoying my weekends and my home sick was leaving me day by day.

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I hated the hostel life, but I loved my friends. After the end of my first semester exams, I went to my home by catching a train. It was my 3rd time travelling in a train in my life. I befriended a lot of people in various departments. My friend NSK was a movie buff and I befriended a Sujatha fan in EEE. His name is E lucky N. He was a movie buff too.

I always liked watching movies but not as much as NSK liked. He is a Surya கன்னி and I haven’t met anyone who talks about movies the way NSK did. So, I became an avid movie watcher. I even started watching a lot of foreign films to discuss those films with NSK. It was when I completed Quentin Tarantino’s filmography. I talked about his movies to NSK, but he didn’t have any interest in QT’s films at that time. 

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On the other hand, E lucky N is a bibliophile and he was the one who made me to read Chetan Bhagat a lot. These are the two friends who shared my likings and I befriended a lot of friends.

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And all of us had a liking in common.

It’s PORN!

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11:45 PM, February 16, 2021

I always considered my birthday as a holy day. Our hostel was a strict hostel. We weren’t allowed to use any phones inside hostel. There was a pay phone attached at the front of the hostel. We’d talk to our parents using the pay phone. But all of us used to use old cell phones secretly. Some of us used to have smart phones. And we – the old phone users – would ask the smart phone users to share Porn videos through Bluetooth. I too had porn in my old phone. 

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After few months, we all started sleeping in a single room. Students should sleep in their allocated rooms which is 4 people per room. But we started ruling out that rule and started to sleep 10 people in a single room. It was my birthday night and we were discussing about movies. One of the guys was watching porn but I asked me to stop using the phone and talk with us. But it went wrong.

In a few minutes, I would be having my birthday and the guy who I asked to talk with us started talking about heroines and all us started talking about porn. The discussion went to an extreme were two or more guys ran towards the common bathroom with their phones hidden in their pant pockets and lungis.

And NSK was watching the PORN, I guess. I controlled as much as I could. But it was all in vain. Few of us surrounded that phone and started watching porn altogether. 

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12:00 AM, February 17, 2016

I had never masturbated in my life ever before. I started watching PORN in my 9th grade (on an Independence Day – August 15, 2011) But I never masturbated. It was on my third semester of college; I had my first and best Fap. I always had wet dreams. It would be unbelievable but it’s the truth. Without going to any more details, in the night of my 18th Birthday, I was watching PORN and suddenly without touching my Anaconda, it pissed the poison. When I felt the warmth and the stickiness, I sneaked outside and did the needful.

The dopamine dozed me off. I woke up late and spend the rest of the day thinking about the "bad thing" I did on my birthday. After that I even stopped watching PORN for few months.

After spending 2 months of my second semester in my college hostel, I vacated the hostel because I couldn’t able to control myself in that hell hole anymore.

Of Course, I had started watching porn after few months but the holiness I felt towards my birthday was not there. I just laughed my ass off thinking about it. I have never celebrated my birthday from my 9th grade but after this incident, I didn’t even feel anything towards my birthday.

Well! I officially became 18+ that day! So, FUCK IT!!!

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